true stories...

warning: author is in an incredibly pained condition and the following should not be taken TOO seriously. author also apologizes if anybody is offended especially if it is one of the very few friends of the author...

Hate List:

• suet mei
• kenneth
• chia ling
• shaun aka egghead
• cucumber yjl
• chi yee
• see tho
• suet mei...:)
• (insert ones name, you are qualified to enter this list if you are good in maths...any forms of maths)

i honestly dislike maths. as mentioned before in my previous post, i am an absolute dunce in maths. not those crazy people who moan when their ADD maths is an A2 mind you, but a seriously challenged gal who has....deep dark secret....Failed before!! (people still want to be my friends? =) i never ever had an interest for maths which is a bad thing because maths is probably one of the most important subjects there is. as a matter of fact i dislike it so much that i commited a crime in my more definitely youthful days.

i think i was 5 and i was given this huge text book full of simple maths questions, you know la, those addition, subtraction stuff. it belonged to my genius bro who only did half. so....my mom sets a number of pages that i am supposed to to each day. i tried!! i really did!!but i simply hated it and it was compounded by the pages my bro had completed. perfect score! with nice handwritting to the boot. so since the text book being printed on cheap kajang paper-like erm..paper, i actually tore out the pages that i didnt like to do...(shamefaced) and hid them under my bed. sob....and to think that was only the beginning of my hate-hate affair with mathematics....

why am i suddenly harping on this subject you say? its because that what a dumb dumb fool i am! i swore to myself that i would never do, take or involve myself with anything maths after SPM. and....now, in a levels, i am taking chemistry, biology and............WHAT????!!! Maths??? the intensity of what i feel can be seen in the exclamation marks...on monday i have an math exam. sigh...its not like i fail but i still feel like crap when compared to suetmei(the maths brain & devil) and samantha( maths brain & angel). why do they torture me so? why is it that suet mei, my best friend is opposite of what i am? waaa and the injustice of her not doing homework and still score bugs me! sigh..maths must be understood i guess. it seems that me and maths will be like same charged magnets for a long long time...wished i took eng lit.

hehehehehe. survived? so sorry lor. i couldnt tahan la. had to let it out. truly, some of the things that had made me feel stupid, inferior, slow,bodoh, bangang.....etc etc is math. only the people who has experienced "the total pits" can understand the feeling of a 60 over marks of difference in add math marks. sigh....put yourself in my smelly shoes.

anyway, names mentioned above are totally innocent of any crimes except they good (bloody good!) in maths. if offended than...sorry lor. :) peace ok?

next topic...i got into the first fight with my mother ever! hoiyo, so scary. i never see her like that before. i think its because of menopause. the reason...hehehe private la but both of us were at wrong. anyway it happened when we were both alone at home during the 7pm show on tv2. my dad was outstation. after the fight. we sat in silence while watching the cantonese serial....the silence lasted till two days later when i called my mom at work to.....ask where was my lunch....hehehe. after the loooooong silence was broken, everything back to normal and now next week we plan to go shopping. yep, i really think it was because of menopause. :)

(insert maniacal laughter) i really cant wait to go to genting on wednesday! i ahve wanted to go for like 6 months but you noe la, there are many onak dan duri yang menghalang diriku daripada mencapai keinginan hatiku.....hehe. so i am going to be absolutely crazyyyyy on wed. pity suet mei dont you? she say she going to sleep in the bus wor. i am coming with a camera. see the connection? i wonder if she snores....other than that, some of my college mates are coming too. and one of them are bringing her friends. i hope there are some yummy guys (like going to kena makan only ...) coming so that i can.....be really friendly and ...make friends lar!

i am in pain!!! i have muscle pull inmy left calf! i have no idea how i got it since i didnt exercise at all! heck, all i do is walk from my room to the living room, bathroom and kitchen. why? so pain! and i just got a very vindictive ulcer which only hurts only when i smile. so if you see me and i am not smilling, its because of the ulcer..or i dont like you. tee hee hee....

its 3 am....and i am not sleepy. and just wanted to leave a message to oliver...that is if he has wasted precious time wading through my rubbish to get here. hello! i dont think we have ever been introduced..have we? i just simply knew you by someone pointing you out to me. anyway i enjoy going to ur blog and especially love when you use photos to make up a completely hilarious stories on poor unsuspecting friends. and i do hope that you can continue writing and dont pass the baton to me! i am a horrible unupdated blogger! dont burn out and i hope that your coming holidays will bring more stuff to blog a bout. farewell my active imagination-ed friend!

wah...i really can merepek. even to someone i barely talk to. :)

i have a few small notes to leave for some people...

• chia ling: i really want to go ice-skating lar babe, so when you have time, energy and feel that you can tahan to see my face, tell me!! and you shall be rewarded with the pleasure of seeing me on my bon-bons. may you have a happy day, every day!
• chi yee: plz change my poor misspelled name at your blog la. and sleep more will ya? you sound scary on msn without enough sleep...and dont lose the receipt! and say hi to your sis for me! and...have fun at VI....dont do something i would..(go after guys!) goodnight!!!
• suet mei: ehem she claims that she is sweet...i leave it to you to think about that. suet mei ar...i dont know how often you read my blog... so i am not sure if this is going to be any help. hehe. i am going to lie to you about something soon! beware! muahahaha. i so like to be her friend! a million years ago she admitted under torture that i was..."quite nice" ('',)

so ends this entry....with a lot of useless info, i hate you's, more trash and a relieved blogger who has gotten the rubbish out of her system. amazing what being awake at 3 am can do. till next time, XOXOXO <3

A LiTeRArY SOleRo ShOt

once again i have been guilty of ignoring my blog for a very long time. a month i think. its jz that my life is so mundane and i cant think of things to blog about that wont send its readers to slumberland. :p

but when i do blog it would be a myriad of stuff la that might hold no particular significance or order. jumbled up thoughts from an unstable girl..

i jz read oliver's blog where he was talking about the change in his career path and i totally understand it. until now i dont know what i will be doing after a levels and i found myself taking maths. for the people who know me, i am hopeless in maths. i hear laughs and gasps of disbelief from staunch math lovers...but hey, everybody has got a weekness. so now i get panic attacks when my dad ask me what i am planning to do...help! my bro tells me to analyse myself to find out what i really want. how do i do this?

my imagination is all too fertile, wild and morbid. even when i was younger, i would imagine all sorts of the most unbelievable stuff. for instance....

*~i am 8 and a half and at home alone. it is 4.30 pm and my bro is away in kuantan in a boarding school. lightning flashes and as i counted under my breath, thunder is heard. not long after that, it starts to rain. little me sits in front of the sliding door facing out to the garden and watches as the fat raindrops begin to fall relentlessly. once in a while, i open the sliding door and smelt the rain. suddenly, after a particularly loud crash of thunder, electricity goes out. the whole house is in darkness and i dare not light a candle as i was forbidden to play with fire. i sit in front of the sliding door, waiting. its 6.15 pm and my parents should have been back ages ago. and my imagination wanders off...mayb they were involved in an accident and soon i will be getting a call from the hospital. i than thought of who will take care of me? what was the number of my bro's boarding school so i could tell him? note that this was before the term handphone was heard, all 10 years ago. however, thankfully, my morbid thoughts were quickly erased by the loud peen peen's of my dad's grey proton saga. i rush to get the umbrella and opened the gates.....and the fancies were forgotten...~*

the above is a true story and i still do have these wild imaginings that can range from an airplane accident, falling down stairs, burnt homes to falling madly in love to strangling a person. in conclusion, beware when you are late to meet me or make me angry because there is no saying to what scenario my brain has created for you. people dont know me as well as they think they do...:)

to more cheerful tidings...., i will be going to genting for a daytrip about 9 days from now!! and i cant wait. i sincerely hope that i will have loads of fun wif friends there! even though i am disappointed that the original plan to stay overnight did not fall through, i am determined to enjoy it!! now, if only i can persuade suet mei to go on the solero shot with me...please la suet mei!!!
exams....my biology and chemistry paper went like a dream. i have no idea what the outcome might be but i strongly suspect that i did badly. honestly. what else can i say?

watched A Lot Like Love today at midvalley. it was ok, a little draggy and kinda unrealistic but maybe i shouldnt be so critical. the cinema was full of cuddling lovebirds... me suetmei and samantha just glanced at each other and smiled. but it was worth the rm 6(student price!) to see ashton kutcher sing! thee hee. after movie, i did what girls do best, and a guys nightmare, shopping! p/s: i still havent watched star wars! the horror!

my bro will be touching down onto malaysian soil in a month. my bro, the brainiac. first in the family to go boarding school and my granpa was so pleases that he gave a rm 1000 angpow to a 13 year old boy. every year, the number 1 spot in primary and secondary went to him. and even worse for me, his maths were superb! first grandchild to study in a prestigious uni overseas......(add more achivements here) my relationship with my bro is a strange one since i see him like 2 months in a year..to cut long story short...AAAAAAAAAHHHH!!! kidding...lol. hope he buys me lots of nice stuff. muahahaha. its nice to be pampered sometimes.

i want harry potter 6!! but i dont know if i should preorder or wait till its out and hopefully get discount. probably wait la. hope that its good. emma watson is bloody(sound so british!)hot and very pretty.

i was a little pissed earlier (hehehe) but than maybe i was too demanding la. but honestly, some guys are so blur. that is why you should never give a guy the silent treatment when you are mad at him because he will just think you have sore throat or something. guys....cant live with them, cant live without them...

i think that i might have blogged some stuff that is probably left unsaid but who cares. i type so long dy...and i cant think of anything else. till next month maybe? farewell...adieu