A LiTeRArY SOleRo ShOt

once again i have been guilty of ignoring my blog for a very long time. a month i think. its jz that my life is so mundane and i cant think of things to blog about that wont send its readers to slumberland. :p

but when i do blog it would be a myriad of stuff la that might hold no particular significance or order. jumbled up thoughts from an unstable girl..

i jz read oliver's blog where he was talking about the change in his career path and i totally understand it. until now i dont know what i will be doing after a levels and i found myself taking maths. for the people who know me, i am hopeless in maths. i hear laughs and gasps of disbelief from staunch math lovers...but hey, everybody has got a weekness. so now i get panic attacks when my dad ask me what i am planning to do...help! my bro tells me to analyse myself to find out what i really want. how do i do this?

my imagination is all too fertile, wild and morbid. even when i was younger, i would imagine all sorts of the most unbelievable stuff. for instance....

*~i am 8 and a half and at home alone. it is 4.30 pm and my bro is away in kuantan in a boarding school. lightning flashes and as i counted under my breath, thunder is heard. not long after that, it starts to rain. little me sits in front of the sliding door facing out to the garden and watches as the fat raindrops begin to fall relentlessly. once in a while, i open the sliding door and smelt the rain. suddenly, after a particularly loud crash of thunder, electricity goes out. the whole house is in darkness and i dare not light a candle as i was forbidden to play with fire. i sit in front of the sliding door, waiting. its 6.15 pm and my parents should have been back ages ago. and my imagination wanders off...mayb they were involved in an accident and soon i will be getting a call from the hospital. i than thought of who will take care of me? what was the number of my bro's boarding school so i could tell him? note that this was before the term handphone was heard, all 10 years ago. however, thankfully, my morbid thoughts were quickly erased by the loud peen peen's of my dad's grey proton saga. i rush to get the umbrella and opened the gates.....and the fancies were forgotten...~*

the above is a true story and i still do have these wild imaginings that can range from an airplane accident, falling down stairs, burnt homes to falling madly in love to strangling a person. in conclusion, beware when you are late to meet me or make me angry because there is no saying to what scenario my brain has created for you. people dont know me as well as they think they do...:)

to more cheerful tidings...., i will be going to genting for a daytrip about 9 days from now!! and i cant wait. i sincerely hope that i will have loads of fun wif friends there! even though i am disappointed that the original plan to stay overnight did not fall through, i am determined to enjoy it!! now, if only i can persuade suet mei to go on the solero shot with me...please la suet mei!!!
exams....my biology and chemistry paper went like a dream. i have no idea what the outcome might be but i strongly suspect that i did badly. honestly. what else can i say?

watched A Lot Like Love today at midvalley. it was ok, a little draggy and kinda unrealistic but maybe i shouldnt be so critical. the cinema was full of cuddling lovebirds... me suetmei and samantha just glanced at each other and smiled. but it was worth the rm 6(student price!) to see ashton kutcher sing! thee hee. after movie, i did what girls do best, and a guys nightmare, shopping! p/s: i still havent watched star wars! the horror!

my bro will be touching down onto malaysian soil in a month. my bro, the brainiac. first in the family to go boarding school and my granpa was so pleases that he gave a rm 1000 angpow to a 13 year old boy. every year, the number 1 spot in primary and secondary went to him. and even worse for me, his maths were superb! first grandchild to study in a prestigious uni overseas......(add more achivements here) my relationship with my bro is a strange one since i see him like 2 months in a year..to cut long story short...AAAAAAAAAHHHH!!! kidding...lol. hope he buys me lots of nice stuff. muahahaha. its nice to be pampered sometimes.

i want harry potter 6!! but i dont know if i should preorder or wait till its out and hopefully get discount. probably wait la. hope that its good. emma watson is bloody(sound so british!)hot and very pretty.

i was a little pissed earlier (hehehe) but than maybe i was too demanding la. but honestly, some guys are so blur. that is why you should never give a guy the silent treatment when you are mad at him because he will just think you have sore throat or something. guys....cant live with them, cant live without them...

i think that i might have blogged some stuff that is probably left unsaid but who cares. i type so long dy...and i cant think of anything else. till next month maybe? farewell...adieu