A day

Today i have been busy!
Got only like 3 hours of sleep coz i couldn't sleep till it was about 3 am and i had to get up at 6am because i needed togo early to Desa Complex to queu up to make my IC. needless to say, the experience was....weird. by the time i got there at 6.50,am there were already 30 plus people in front. i wondered what time did they arrive...

i was behind this chinese man who was exercising his err..hips? he kept doing that moving your butt in circles thing. i dont mind him doing it but he could have moved a little further from me...hehehe.
when the doors were opened and we filed in like trained cattle, the above mentioned chinese man saw another man near the entrance who was trying to cut the line and started to hiss at him. scary..10 minutes later, the chinese man in front of me disappeared. he had cut in the line in front...

to slightly more serious matter, i am worried about my IC photo, i suspect that i was actually frowning because the seat was turning! the next thing i knew, the guy said, sudah...shit...pray for me!! hehehe
after that go morning pasar to makan breakfast. had a delish bowl of porridge and i think i got my dad worried when i refused dim sum coz he asked me again and again...

after that i drove my dad's car! hehe. i havent driven since the driving exam coz my dad have been busy. i was so nervous but you should have seen my dad...he looked terrified! and he rightly should be to...he kept telling me to relax but he is the one that should release his grip a little from the seat...:)

next,met pohchoo at the guard house and played tennis.( i looklike a lobster now) it was hot! and truthfully, we ran around picking up the balls then we actually hit them. then we went swimming!! we didnt exactly swim but we discovered various methods to give a person piggy back rides under water. my efforts to teach pohchoo how to float failed spectacularly when she sank like a rock and grabbbed my waist which made me laugh and thus, sinking with her... we sank like titanic..(worms!)
after that..........nothing........boring normal day stuff.......

shudder!! i have found an old photo album and omg! i cannot beleive that that is me! i look...weird. must...burn this. if my future children( if i do have them) find this i will be a laughing stock! haha. i feel that photos is a really great way of remembering the past and is capable of jumpstarting our otherwise overcrammed cranium about old times. and i vow to take more pictures so that i will never forget my youth. why just let it pass us by?

After A Long Absence

I have been a bad bad girl....
even though now its suppose to be my study break, i am not doing much studying....hehehe
and on top of that, i am eating like a glutton and sleeping like a pig..is there bo cure for me?? (desperate cries of help!!)
i have also been neglecting my dear little blog because there is simply nothing to write about in my dreary, lazy, sedentary life.
so i went and copied some quiz....
enjoy/ suffer!!

*** QuIz ***
1. do you get jealous easily?
depends on what la. i can be really really jealous . cannot be controlled wan

2. what have u been doing these past few days?
hehe, eat, sleep, watch tv, go online and a very lil bit of studying....(ashamed)

3. last movie u watched?
Umizaru! aka seamonkeys...i am a bit outdated and watch pirated cd somemore. but the movie is nice. watch it!

4. fav. song? why?
emm..when the stars go blue & long night by the corrs, una noche by the corrs Y alejandro sanz, i was born to love you by queen, rewind by jaychou......etc etc

5. what are u planning to do this weekend?
hopefully some studying before i flunk my a levels! maybe go morning pasar and eat dim sum. hehehe

6. do u smoke?
gotta be kidding me. of course....not la. i dislike people who smoke.

7. any people in-love with u right now?
no idea at all. if there is i dunno bout it. if dun have, whats new?

8. do u prefer sms or talking on the phone?
depends who it is. usually phone cause no need to type and waste my credit...:) sorry dad..

9. are u missing someone right now?
yes!!

10. what are u doing right now?
blogging and listening to fools garden-lemon tree. so nice...it sounds so cheeky

11. when was the last time u received a text?
this evening, people called me adorable, weird and crazy...(",)

12. what pisses you off?
people who igmore me, people who are not punctual, people who can't make up their minds, people who litter, people who destroy my books!! hehehe and people who kacau my sleep

13. name ur good friends.
suetmei, samantha, taroniar, divya, shamini, pammy

14. one person u want to spend the rest of ur life?
as yet, dont have. wait, my parents? but not under 1 roof forever la

15. what were u doing before this
chatting wif suet mei, boon and chen

16. what are you thinking of now
cant wait to finish exams so i can go genting and see movies, and meet someone
17.what did you do last night?
read a perfect stranger by danielle steel, looked and looked for non-existent food at home...

18.what did you last say to a friend last night
that i cant go out next week coz my dad scold dy...

19.what attracts you to a boy?
erm, sunny personality, muz be very nice and playful. i dont like dead guys who act macho. and nice sincere laugh/smile

20.what makes you happy?
being able to have family and friends with me. being able to watch nice shows, being able to makan, being able to be in this world!

21.what are you wearing now?
red shorts and a grey top and underwear hehehe

22.when is your crushs' birthday?
which crush? lol, i think its november

23.when is your birthday?
5th May 1987 beautiful date huh? according to my mom i was suppose to come out on labours day...but i refused to...hehehe

24. when did you last smile?
bout 5 hours ago when my mom geletek me. i got ulcer! so pain!

25.why did you answer this?
coz i dunno wat to write in my blog! and i want to know myself better

26.when will you marry?
when i meet mr right, hopefully before i become old spinster

27.when did u last receive a gift?
14th may, by khirul...gave me a phone keychain. tq!

28.when did you last drink alcoholic?
2 weeks ago? does shandy count?

29.what happened along this week?
studied for maths exam and...nothing much la

30.lastly, what are you going to do after this?
sleep! hopefully i'll get some nice sweet dreams involving, cars, guys, money....

THE END

thats all for now. its so late already. hope that i will be back soon

For The Lonely

Caged Bird

I feel like a bird, caged without a key,
With my wings clipped and no one to set me free;
The whole world I can see, but only from where I stand,
Sadly I can’t feel it for damned is my hand.
Now I know why the caged bird sings,
Though born with it, tied down, she can’t spread her wings;
She listens to her owners, as they train her from birth,
Trained to be like them but not for what she’s worth.
The caged bird was still there, hung from the ceiling of the porch,
When the sight of a male, quickly burned her heart like a torch;
She sang a beautiful love song, calling him near,
After a glance, he flew away as if he didn’t hear.
She sings her old sorrowful song again, hoping, wishing,
That someone might hear her, as she goes on singing;
She attracts a crowd, of people filled with glee,
But her beauty and song are all they can see.
She smiles as they applaud her, the air is filled with cheers,
But a smile is just a smile, when behind it there are tears;
Tears that roll down, wetting her skin,
But they still don’t care what life she has seen.
I am like that bird, longing for freedom,
Freedom to do whatever I can, even start my own kingdom;
But dreams will remain dreams if this is how life goes,
For what is within the heart of a bird, I guess nobody knows.

this poem was written by my friend divya. it has been 3 years since she sent the email to me and i never could delete it as i feel that it really stikes a chord and i am sure that many people can emphatise with this. enjoy and if you want more, go to www.diviouslyangelic.blogdrive.com. luv you div and i wish you the best of everything...

A BuNcH oF sTuFf

I am very sad to say that i didnt post anything on my birthday...a unique day of 05/05/05. and i blame it on chemistry and biology!!! why must i have test on that day? but i think tat it was quite a nice day coz many people wished me happy birthday and oddly, more friends from secondary school wished me now compared to when we were in the same school. really weird...anyway thanks ato all those who wished me and made my day a little brighter. oh and special thanks to my college classmates who sang me birthday song!! (so embarassing!)looking at birthday's from presents point of view, i got stuff from bags, bracelet(with my name spelled wrongly=len foong!), stuffed toys(pig), accesories to nothing. i am still waiting for presents that would really make me genuinely happy, something special; you know? maybe in othr coming birthdays eh?

a group of us went to times square today and sadly to say that it will make me think twice about going out in a big group ever again. reason, the group was beseiged by problems. the outing that was suppose to celebrate the birthdays of me, suet mei, chia ling and khirul turned out to be a spilt affair with chialing and khirul in one group and me and suetmei in another. this scenario is really the opposite of what i had in mind for the day. reality really do suck! but the day was not a total waste la. we (me, suet mei, shaun and jianloong) went to the theme park after a looooong debate and had lots of fun. the two monkeys even managed to sing us birthday songs while on the rollercoaster....hehehehe. and a memorable part would be when suetmei was squashing jianloong...so cute! lol. haha i am going to tease suetmei bout this unmercifully after this!

and oh, thank you shamini 4 the nice bag. and div who gave me a bag of famous amos cookies after she heard that i never had them before. she say if i never had them means i never live life...woo...wat to do i got no boyfriend to buy for me mah. and tq to khirul too 4 the prezzie, sorry i din get u 1!! :)
exams are around the corner and i am worried. so far my tests has been less than satisfactory and i worry about the outcome. must study....i really dont know how sam do it. she seems oto study when i do but out marks are so different! sam tell me your secret!
i dun have anything else to say already...so i'll sign off for now.

*~life is not measured by how many breaths we take but by the moments that take our breaths away~*

p/s: special thanks to cucumber and egghead who went along with me even though they were reluctant too and u guys did take my breath away in a screaming upside down sort of way...:)
goodluck for your tests and see you soon!

ciao!

A few days after...

ashton kutcher is cute! that was my conclusion after i watched 'guess who' on wednesday with my friends. that and shamini's boyfriend was the main interest in the outing plus catching up with the others. izahar is really nice and terrified of meeting us...dunno why la, we all so good and nice gals wat..(muhahahahaha) anyway sham and izahar look so happy and make the rest of us jealous only...where, where is my prince charming? but i wish shamini all the best with him!! :)

sure dead meat 1. next week is my mock exams already but i still haven't start studying yet. instead i slept my day away.....ever wondered why it's called mock exam? to mock students lo... i am not too worried about maths and chemistry but biology is destined to be horrible! so many notes to read and yet so little time. hopefully my other classmates has also "forgot" to study for bio. sorry mr. low!!

so sad...coz probably the gang is at d'fortune having a good makan to celebrate dominic getting asean scholarship. congrats dom! i want to go but wat to do? he is leaving on wednesday and so now 5A got 2 smart people in singapore. contact us when you guys get back and i hope that you guys can handle the stress. and to kenneth, eat more couse you are really getting too thin! can anyone tell me if jamie got asean too?

i am ketinggalan zaman as usual and was watching cds borrowed from poh choo. yesterday i watched Umizaru. verdict: i liked it! though its a little predictable but i really like the friendship and the buddy concept in the movie. and some hilarious scenes where some really "white moons " can be seen. hehehe

too much la. i went to jusco metro prima and saw that i can pre-order harry potter and the half-blood prince with a down payment of rm30. but when i a sked the price it gave a big shock. rm99.90!! i mean that is even more expensive than the previous book. i will probably wait till it comes out and see if the bookshops offer any discount.

so funny, today my dad forgot if he locked his car or not so he asked my mom to check. when she told me to go, he say dont ask small girl to go. i laugh like wat only. but i am still technically a child i guess. not yet 18 till thursday!

zai jien!