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RANDOM # 1
when was the last time your mum tuck you into bed? nowadays i will be in front of the laptop till late at night to try to do some assignments. and my parents sleep early. anyway, one night my mum woke up to go to the toilet so i took the opportunity to ambush her and pretend like i was a little girl again. make her tuck me nicely into my comfy bed, give goodnight kiss and turn off the lights. really feel so nice....smiles....

RANDOM # 2
i am guilty of procrastination. i have things to blog about but i dont do it straight away. hence after a couple of days i feel that the news is too old and not interesting anymore. which leads to...no updates. haha sorry yaaaaaaa....

RANDOM # 3
congrats to the stpm people! gratz to JAmie who got all A's. if she got anything else the world would have ended. and to chiyee who has beautiful results....A, A-, B+, B and B-. hahaha

LAST FRIDAY
went to island cafe with suetmei, c2, kenneth and dominic. chiyee joined us a little later. i really had fun catching up with friends, joking and laughing, and just being me. i do feel that i act and become someone different when i am with certain friends. hmm....social psychology? in order to fit in and survive we must be flexible and change according to the environment? haha....anyways, i wont forget the loud music, the topics we talked about, *cough *looking at chicks..... and it was really funny having an "illegal" meeting at the taxi stop under my apartment playing with mr. elephant. hope to have another larger and more complete reunion when kenneth, chialing and shaun comes back. and when jianloong is not "running" a marathon. :P

THE WEEK
been hectic as usual. all psychology students are feeling the stress and pressure. all of us are struggling to finish the numerous lab reports, research proposals, presentations and reports that were mercilessly piled upon us. i mean we dont even have a break during exams! and everybody are becoming increasingly kiasu with extra credit work and me being one of them. even though i am swamped with work, i will still do more so that i can add another measly 0.5% more to my marks. hey, you never know how much seperates you from an A. not that i am putting too high hopes of getting an A. A is 90 and above. now i understand why the call it HELP!!!! University College. two assgns. are due this monday and i see many of my psycho. friends online(busy or away). stay strong my fellow PSYCHO's!!!!!!!! we can make it!! *nervous laughter*

FRIDAY
went to watch mr bean. a really really really lame show. i think it was too long. watch the show on TV would be more fun. now i am craving to watch Pan's labyrinth and perfume. pan labyrinth's tagline is soooooo enticing. innocence has a power evil can't imagine...
perfume is actually in my psychology text book! about the novel that is. i have been searching for the book but i couldnt find it. now the movie comes out....yippee! please stay in cinemas long enough for me to catch you.. T.T
anyway, bumped into some friends of my friend. and one of them thinks i am fourteen...his revised answer was 16. hahaha, i admit i probably looked very young with a t-shirt, jeans and a back pack. but still so very funny. should i be concerned about this?
by the way, i sprained my ankle. as usual the klutz in me refused to let me go scot free even though i was wearing sneakers. i cant imagine what would happen if i wear high heels. someone must be on call 24/7 to catch me in case i fall?

TODAY
i have a swelling the size of an egg on my ankle. it twinges a little but not very pain and its so fascinating to poke it. toing toing! why does it swell? water retention? anyone knows? anyway i cant walk properly so i either limp around at home or hop on one leg. haha, fun fun!
finished my psy 106 but still worrying over it. a little more of psy 104... sorry to those who dont understand these jargons!

btw, i am procrastinating by blogging nw. >.<

this is me and yeeling while cam-whoring! happy happy~!

and this a candid shot of me looking erm natural? probably thinking of the pop quizzes comng up in the next class. sobsobsobsob!

so..updated dy. will you slave drivers let me rest in peace? RIP. hehe.....


i wanna shoot a movie of my own....
below are some still shots...behold the movie entitled

Me, Myself, I and a Whole Load of Crap

while i was sound asleep, assignments, work, stress and problems crept up on me silently...

in my dreamland, little that i knew that the world i knew would soon be plunged in the blackest darkness with the speed of the solero shot in genting.

while i was still happily smiling with my friends....it stalks me, i should have known that happiness never lasts long

even while i amstanding next to bouquets and bouquets of flowers the darkness is there. unrealised, among the beautiful blooms, bouquets for funerals mocks me...

all i want to do is escape to a beachy paradise with the sand, wind and blue skies...

where i can.......
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hug a soft toy in peace???! wth....



hahahaha, thank you for wasting your time with me! please come and meet the director when you are free. please save her from her insanity.........................

terima kasih dan sila datang lagi.