BITTER

shing yee

definition:

• allegedly a girl
• graceless and without balance
  
• has two left feet
  

argh!! i am so angry at myself. what type of a person manages to sprain her leg twice in two weeks? while wearing sneakers both times??!!! the bus was leaving so i quickened my steps. and behold the public humiliation of me falling down infront of the bus driver, conductor and the "audience" at the bus stop. great job shingyee. so proud of you...really...you deserve the pain

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RANDOM # 1
when was the last time your mum tuck you into bed? nowadays i will be in front of the laptop till late at night to try to do some assignments. and my parents sleep early. anyway, one night my mum woke up to go to the toilet so i took the opportunity to ambush her and pretend like i was a little girl again. make her tuck me nicely into my comfy bed, give goodnight kiss and turn off the lights. really feel so nice....smiles....

RANDOM # 2
i am guilty of procrastination. i have things to blog about but i dont do it straight away. hence after a couple of days i feel that the news is too old and not interesting anymore. which leads to...no updates. haha sorry yaaaaaaa....

RANDOM # 3
congrats to the stpm people! gratz to JAmie who got all A's. if she got anything else the world would have ended. and to chiyee who has beautiful results....A, A-, B+, B and B-. hahaha

LAST FRIDAY
went to island cafe with suetmei, c2, kenneth and dominic. chiyee joined us a little later. i really had fun catching up with friends, joking and laughing, and just being me. i do feel that i act and become someone different when i am with certain friends. hmm....social psychology? in order to fit in and survive we must be flexible and change according to the environment? haha....anyways, i wont forget the loud music, the topics we talked about, *cough *looking at chicks..... and it was really funny having an "illegal" meeting at the taxi stop under my apartment playing with mr. elephant. hope to have another larger and more complete reunion when kenneth, chialing and shaun comes back. and when jianloong is not "running" a marathon. :P

THE WEEK
been hectic as usual. all psychology students are feeling the stress and pressure. all of us are struggling to finish the numerous lab reports, research proposals, presentations and reports that were mercilessly piled upon us. i mean we dont even have a break during exams! and everybody are becoming increasingly kiasu with extra credit work and me being one of them. even though i am swamped with work, i will still do more so that i can add another measly 0.5% more to my marks. hey, you never know how much seperates you from an A. not that i am putting too high hopes of getting an A. A is 90 and above. now i understand why the call it HELP!!!! University College. two assgns. are due this monday and i see many of my psycho. friends online(busy or away). stay strong my fellow PSYCHO's!!!!!!!! we can make it!! *nervous laughter*

FRIDAY
went to watch mr bean. a really really really lame show. i think it was too long. watch the show on TV would be more fun. now i am craving to watch Pan's labyrinth and perfume. pan labyrinth's tagline is soooooo enticing. innocence has a power evil can't imagine...
perfume is actually in my psychology text book! about the novel that is. i have been searching for the book but i couldnt find it. now the movie comes out....yippee! please stay in cinemas long enough for me to catch you.. T.T
anyway, bumped into some friends of my friend. and one of them thinks i am fourteen...his revised answer was 16. hahaha, i admit i probably looked very young with a t-shirt, jeans and a back pack. but still so very funny. should i be concerned about this?
by the way, i sprained my ankle. as usual the klutz in me refused to let me go scot free even though i was wearing sneakers. i cant imagine what would happen if i wear high heels. someone must be on call 24/7 to catch me in case i fall?

TODAY
i have a swelling the size of an egg on my ankle. it twinges a little but not very pain and its so fascinating to poke it. toing toing! why does it swell? water retention? anyone knows? anyway i cant walk properly so i either limp around at home or hop on one leg. haha, fun fun!
finished my psy 106 but still worrying over it. a little more of psy 104... sorry to those who dont understand these jargons!

btw, i am procrastinating by blogging nw. >.<

this is me and yeeling while cam-whoring! happy happy~!

and this a candid shot of me looking erm natural? probably thinking of the pop quizzes comng up in the next class. sobsobsobsob!

so..updated dy. will you slave drivers let me rest in peace? RIP. hehe.....


i wanna shoot a movie of my own....
below are some still shots...behold the movie entitled

Me, Myself, I and a Whole Load of Crap

while i was sound asleep, assignments, work, stress and problems crept up on me silently...

in my dreamland, little that i knew that the world i knew would soon be plunged in the blackest darkness with the speed of the solero shot in genting.

while i was still happily smiling with my friends....it stalks me, i should have known that happiness never lasts long

even while i amstanding next to bouquets and bouquets of flowers the darkness is there. unrealised, among the beautiful blooms, bouquets for funerals mocks me...

all i want to do is escape to a beachy paradise with the sand, wind and blue skies...

where i can.......
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hug a soft toy in peace???! wth....



hahahaha, thank you for wasting your time with me! please come and meet the director when you are free. please save her from her insanity.........................

terima kasih dan sila datang lagi.

Shwu Mey!

mid-terms were over about a week ago but there are still many things to worry about namely my 6 unfinished assignments. the research required for them are just.....endless. argh!! wordsssssss...

anyway, uni life is not just about exams and assignments right? on friday a group of us went to Haagen Dazs, Bangsar Shopping Center to celebrate Shwu Mey's birthday! actually its on sunday but we cant go out that day. soooooooo........

presenting the two-days-before-birthday-girl *drumroll*

Teh Shwu Mey

one pint of ice-cream cost rm30!!! about five scoops shared by four people

the birthday cake, i think its chocolate mousse. ~heavenly~
yummyyyyyyyyy

please please let my friends stop bullying me!!!!

"woi you all finish pic already or not ar? very difficult to maintain this pose ok!"

yay, can cut cake dy luuuuuuuuu

i support world peace!! hehe...

~smiles~

yeeling busy with handphone...attack!!

shingyee: omg..its a cake...drools
christina: i can eat this? thanks you!!

argh!! there goes my diet plan lor.....i knew you all had ulterior motives!

the group of eight helpful girls from HELP

had loads of fun!! and chatted lots on very funny stuff...

on drowning..
"if i drown and there is a cute lifeguard around, please dont save me!"

on learning how to swim
"it is my resolution every year to learn how to swim. therefore i still dont know how to swim"

on rain
*drizzles*
"heavier rain only will make the temperature cooler"
*thunder and rains heavily a second later*

"i heard that malaysia's temperature is now 40 degrees celcius"
........
"you think malaysia is desert? where you hear from one??"

the end
finito
habis
wan liao
bo liao

the other side

*nudge* ei tomorrow is PSy 101 quiz la...

so what?

better go study for it la. then on saturday is the midterms alreday. so can kill two birds with one stone..

but i don't want to. biopsych is so boring and its all memorising. i want to watch tv, got some nice korean drama on now. got handsome guys! wooo!!

*smack* you want to flunk the quiz tomorrow? come on, show some self-control. not like you can;t see it after the quiz.

no no no!! you can't make me!!!

*bang thud groan cries moans shouts screams*

*drags sorry ass off to study*

resigned........

skip this if you dont want to read a whole load of complaints...

today was a long day....
class from 10 to 5. anyway, since i a taking the public transport which is so NOT reliable, i had to leave at 8. and even at that time, its pretty packed with people going to work.

PSY103 class was okay. the topic of language is quite interesting. lunch for me was miserable! seeing other people eating burgers and fries while i was on a liquid diet due to my really really painful ulcer. evil sayang had to dangle the beutiful golden fragrant fries in front of me....oooh the temptation!!

PSY 104, social psy was about mate selection and why men cant help themselves in choosing young beautiful women. huh...excuses! well then, men shouldnt complain bout women going after the richer men either. men get fertility, women get comfort and security....=)
fair & square right? then we watched a movie regarding mate selection and love. called sidewalks of new york i think....
it is so not appropriate because its all about cheating and difficulty to commit and lies!!! true love is few and far between. jaded people will feel even worse after watching it even though the attraction theories were aplied well in it. even i felt slightly depressed after that!
then there was this bit about how 93% of how humans communicate are through signals and body language. speech only amounts to 7%. i was just wondering is the percentage is so high, why isnt my herm...signals not getting through?

because of the movie, class finished at 5.15pm and with my luck, it started to rain. bus to kl sentral was late. bus got caught in jam. train was late. train got delayed again. train was packed, people were pushing and i was already leaning like the tower of pisa. 1 more degree and i would literally sprawl across people's laps! when i finally got down at kepong sentral...guess what? the touch and go stile was down and we had to wait dumbly while they reset the thing..........after that...another bus home. crossing the road was a nightmare. sometimes i curse the cars for being too slow and sometimes for being too fast. i am a raving lunatic!!!

and therefore ended my 2hour journey back home. at 7pm...faints. feels like i am studying in another state!!
oh well, nothing i can do about it except complain and frankly i am sick of myself complaining.
X(

tmr is another day with my "beloved" public transport. oh dear......

Title-less

been a long time

la di da...

curently in second semester of psychology at HELP. since i have been complaining left and right to anyone who will listen about my workload, i wont do that here. but they are really neverending...

people are leaving...have been leaving since A-levels. some off to u.s, u.k and aus. michelle is leaving for aus this wednesday which is on Valentines day! sad sad sad.....
both my friends in bpsych will probably be a little depressed on V-day also since their gf and bf is in a different country. hope that it would be a happy day though. =)

seem to feel slightly depressed half the time in frint of the lap top. could it be classical conditioning? computer=assignment! oh how i look forward to weekends like nobodys business.
on weekends it is nice to go for a movie where i dont have to write a review for, shopping with
crazy friends or just sleep. and wait for monday to come.

just letting off some steam. miss all my friends especially those in overseas and that i havent met in awhile. be well and i cant wait till you are back.

The Isle of Lang Tengah

Gasp! i have neglected the blog for one month plus and counting now...
and its a new layout! coz many people say they dont know how to navigate the old one. i know that this is very simple but i am too lazy. live with it!

i knew that i should post up some new stuff or whatever but i didnt have the mood or i was busy doing something or other. hahahahaha....

anyway, exams was long over and now i am more worried about the consequences and results from it. and then comes all the headache of seeing what it will take me and where i should further my studies. stressed...

so, UPDATES in my very not interesting life

Exhibit 1

A fantastic trip Lang Tengah Island

though, if another person asks me where it is, i swear i will tear my hair out la....
its a small lil island between Redang and Perhentian ok??
and we (college mates) chose to go there coz it was less well-known and therefore more pristine, unpolluted , have more beautiful corals and less commercialised. not to mention that its cheaper..keke

Details
13th-15th June 2006
Rm 270 for 3day 2nite package including 2 snorkelling trips and jungle trekking
Rm ~60 for a hellish 8 hour ride , tru and fro
7 girls and 1 sesat boy

• Charmaine the Sexy
  
• Susan the Flaming Hot
• Diane the Sweet
• Michelle the Happy
• Suet Mei the Sleepy (wake up!!)
• Tammy the Sam Pat
• Shing Yee the Crazy (cough cough)
• and...Chuan How the Sesat Boy
  

and so with the mix of semi-sane and totally insane bunch, we set of to another island and another adventure...

Cam-Whoring galore!!!

in the transnational bus before the 8 hour journey!

two girls, one unfortunate pillow and a sleepness night...

at the jetty finally after a sleepness night and a breakfast at a typical food court in kuala terengganu!! all the 7 da mei nu's minus the sad photographer

still at the jetty....hehehe

charmaine, chuan how and susan
kuala terengganu coastline

trying to look cool during the 1 hour ride

the view from the Redang Lang resort

once we got there, we changed and charged out to the blue blue sea!! absolutely gorgeous la....

this humonguos fish was in the shallows where the water was only to our thighs!! scary ler...dunno can eat onot

aliens in paradise!! suet mei, shing yee, tammy, michelle and diane. preparing for our 1st snorkelling trip!

so beautiful!! look properly and you can actually see the corals at the bottom

mermaid with life jacket, XD

back from the trip, we went fro a walk at the beach

the little lost crab by the beach


went jungle trekking! i know everybody was suprised why we had that in our package too. the joourney was long and hard but the view was so worth it!

tired smiles =)

susan and chuan how decide to sleep in. sleepy pigs!

random pic. guess whose legs are those!


our super energetic guide, photographer and summer fling (cough suetmei)


A Sad Tale

ehem....once upon a time hor, there lived two simple friends who decided to go for a holiday at an idylic island. there they played and frollicked to their hearts content. the two friends were never happier as seen by their smiles as they posed for the camera.

however, there was a danger approaching....blue suddenly fainted! and black was so shocked that she almost had a heart attack! but....why is black smilling?? the plot thickens...




black cried "no!! blue you must wake up!!" and proceeded to hammer blue's chest repeatedly. in her heart she silently prayed that blue will never wake and even if she did, she would demolish her ample breast!! muahahaha




blue suddenly moved weakly. black groans and cursed that blue was alive. oh what the hell. i'll just perform CPR and she will think i am her best friend. meanwhile, i will just cook up another plan to be rid of her....wakakakakaka!!!!

oh no its crushing me!!!

second snorkelling trip, in de boat to the site. did ya noe wat a worker said when he say the 8 of us together? he told the sesat boy "ada 7 perempuan guna seminggu pun tak habis."!!!!!

camwhoring, hehe happy sunny days

suet mei, tammy and chuan how the sesat boy

we decided to have a dressed up nite! me and tammy during dinner

the unruly bunch in our room!

diane after her hair was curled by michelle. look like princess....all hail Princess Diane!

chuan how all tired out from layan-ing 7 girls

me and tammy at the bar
there is astro on the island...

pretty charmaine :P

michelle and tammy at the beach

a bevy of beauties
~sizzle~

outside our room

the happy boy in the room
we later change into sleeping clothes and played games! luckily theer were no one in the rooms near us. we were really laughing like banshees and charmaine even laughed till she cried.
(",)

the last and third day. it was time to leave! so sad...we were wearing the same baby-tee

the words may wash away but i will always remember

all that said, it was a really great trip in a great place. and most importantly, we had fun amongst friends. this will definitely be a cherished memory for a long time.

guys, lets plan our next trip!!
luv you lots
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